Lalala

Ok. Today was a pretty bad day. I hated skool as usual. I was the subject of someone's conversation once AGAIN. Lenika was involved in this conversation. Mike's name was mentioned and then I was brought into the conversation. Well, my name anyway. I had alot of Homework. Which I still didnt finish. I hate skool. I have friends but we're only friends in skool. we dont talk outside of skool. So I dont call them Real friends. They never include me in their plans. So i jus talk to them in skool. What's really bad is that we dont even talk that much in skool. Im always left put of conversation. So I jus do my thing and go about my biz. The highlight of my day was at 8:00 when Access Granted came on Featuring Kelis & Nas with the vid for BLINDFOLD ME. I loved it it made me so happy. And I played Animal Crossing online tonight. Which I hardly ever get to do. But anyways that about it. Lemme finish this homework & stop bein lazy. Oh yeah I 4 got to mention how they gave me the old Gold iPod mini you kno who I mean by "they" I wonder why HE gave it to me. He mustve heard what I said that day when I asked mommy. But I need a REAL iPod. Not that BS. BUt I paid off my comp arent u proud. But anyways. Homework. Peace.

First Week

Okay. so we've established teh fact that I Fuckin HATE skool. Especially my clown ass skool. So the first week of skool was bullshit. Almost EVERY senior leaves skool at 11:55 I hate that. And everyone has a car except me. Even Twin has a car & she dont even got her liscence. I hate that. I need to go to driving skool.I prolly wont get a liscence till after high skool. Which I SO want to drop out of. They lost my fuckin transcripts. And so I have to take gym again. Im not takin that shit. So i guess i wont graduate. I wont be able to get into any colleges. I have no fuckin money. Im stupid I'm jus goin to be a regular. person. I hate my life. I hate mommy & Sonny they urk me so bad. but anyways I dont wanna talk about this anymore. I need a new iPod. I'm so desperate I'm bout to buy a shuffle. (i.e. BULLSHIT) I hate it here. I'm goin to buy myself a dog. Mommy gets on my nerves so bad. She forgets EVERYTHING. I hate that shit. I'm done right now I'm makin myself mad.