Told ya so

So like I said before. I knew the Spain thing wasnt goin to happen. INstead we're goin to Texas. Now I look like a big ass liar. But so the fukk what. But wtf is in TX? Nothing..I assume. But other than that Christmas was ok. I didn't get a Wii like I wanted but Mommy said she'll still get me one when they're back in stock. I mean she has to now that she bought games 4 it. I'll make her stick 2 it. BUt anyways we're leavin today. I dont think I wanna go. Im gonna be bored. I won't have anyone to talk to maybe I'll call Van. I'm crossing my fingers now and hoping I have fun and that I'll be able to call some homies and we'll be able to tlak & talk & talk...but probably not.

Updates

So its been a long time since i posted. But this month was crappy. My Birthday was bullshit. College Fair was bullshit. I went down there wit the wrong people. Medieval Times was ok. But its not new to me. My Reprt card was bullshit. My pockets is bullshit. Thanksgiving was Bullshit until I went over Auntie's house. Today was bullshit. I was supposed to go get my passport so I can go to Spain next month but mommy cant find mmy fuckin birth certificate and im sittin in ace & Tracy house alone. bored out my fuckin mind lookin for the fuckin gun to blow my fuckin brains out. I dont kno where they at but they prolly havin more fun than i am. I'm so fuckin mad. Everyday this month has been BULLSHIT. I'm so fuckin mad. I wanna fuckin kill somthin. I hate my life sometimes. I cant believe I actually would ever get to go anywhere. I'm not goin to no fuckin Spain. Wit my luck i might as well kill that fuckin dream right now. .I want to fuckin scream. I wat 2 go home. It's always so fuckin borin over here. They act like fuckin children arguin over dum shit. She make a joke he catch a attitude. She usually more mature about stuff than he is. He think he can't ever be wrong and that everybody else is so dum. Usually when he get mad over nuthin she jus leave it alone. But anyways where the fukk r those slutbags im sittin in their fuckin house talkin to strangers on myspace & shit.

Wind It Up

I forgot to talk about how excited I am about Gwen's new album coming out this December. Her first single is going to be "Wind It Up" Which was supposed to be on the Christmas album that never came out but anyways. I cant wait. Do u love the new setup? I do.

Shit

Ok. I had a pretty shitty week. Im tryin to get into college. I gotta take the SATs. I need a job. And I have so many fuckin projects to do, its fuckin outrageous. And today to top it off> I think Auntie fuckked up my hoodie. She wqashed it on hot whenit's supposed to be washed cold. I hope its not messed up. Theres more but 2 lazy to explain.

Lalala

Ok. Today was a pretty bad day. I hated skool as usual. I was the subject of someone's conversation once AGAIN. Lenika was involved in this conversation. Mike's name was mentioned and then I was brought into the conversation. Well, my name anyway. I had alot of Homework. Which I still didnt finish. I hate skool. I have friends but we're only friends in skool. we dont talk outside of skool. So I dont call them Real friends. They never include me in their plans. So i jus talk to them in skool. What's really bad is that we dont even talk that much in skool. Im always left put of conversation. So I jus do my thing and go about my biz. The highlight of my day was at 8:00 when Access Granted came on Featuring Kelis & Nas with the vid for BLINDFOLD ME. I loved it it made me so happy. And I played Animal Crossing online tonight. Which I hardly ever get to do. But anyways that about it. Lemme finish this homework & stop bein lazy. Oh yeah I 4 got to mention how they gave me the old Gold iPod mini you kno who I mean by "they" I wonder why HE gave it to me. He mustve heard what I said that day when I asked mommy. But I need a REAL iPod. Not that BS. BUt I paid off my comp arent u proud. But anyways. Homework. Peace.

First Week

Okay. so we've established teh fact that I Fuckin HATE skool. Especially my clown ass skool. So the first week of skool was bullshit. Almost EVERY senior leaves skool at 11:55 I hate that. And everyone has a car except me. Even Twin has a car & she dont even got her liscence. I hate that. I need to go to driving skool.I prolly wont get a liscence till after high skool. Which I SO want to drop out of. They lost my fuckin transcripts. And so I have to take gym again. Im not takin that shit. So i guess i wont graduate. I wont be able to get into any colleges. I have no fuckin money. Im stupid I'm jus goin to be a regular. person. I hate my life. I hate mommy & Sonny they urk me so bad. but anyways I dont wanna talk about this anymore. I need a new iPod. I'm so desperate I'm bout to buy a shuffle. (i.e. BULLSHIT) I hate it here. I'm goin to buy myself a dog. Mommy gets on my nerves so bad. She forgets EVERYTHING. I hate that shit. I'm done right now I'm makin myself mad.

First Day

Ok. So my first day of skool was really fucked. I started my day by waking up & feeding the dog. I got dressed and blowdried my hair & Brush my teeth & stuff. It was 6:50 & I asked mommy if she would give me a ride. She said yes & I walked Puff. At like 7:30 we left out. Mommy was mad when we were driving because the bus was blockin our way and she was runnin a lil late for work. So she had to drop me off halfway. So I had to walk to skool wit my relatively new still fresh-lookin Coach tennis. So I got in front of the skool at like 7:45 (10 minutes late) Everyone was in class. I walked pass some kids I think they were in like middle skool or something or maybe they were retarded. I dont kno but when I walked pass them they all stared and then laughed in unison. That shit made me mad. So I looked at them like they was trash and kept walkin. I walked pass this fatman that smell like stank coochie and he was starin at me. I asked hime wtf he was lookin at and he looked away. I had my hood on the whole time. So I was really pissed. So pissed that I walked pass the trailer my first period class was in and walked straight off skoool grounds and right back home. And my Coach tennis are FUCKED. I hate life. dont you?

Kelis Was Here

This is the story of how I acquired the new Kelis Album. Not very interesting but read on. I woke up 7:00 this morning. Fed & Walked the dog. Left out the house at 8:20. I walked to Target. It took me about 10 minutes. I got alot of crazy stares when I walked into the store cuz of the new cut. If u havent seen go to myspace.com/fuckinmillionaire. But anywayz I picked up the CD. I went to the register and it seems like every time I buy a CD there the man at the register always sings the latest single of the artist. So of course this time he breaks out into his Impression of Kelis on Bossy and starts to dancing like she does in the video. Its funny but disturbing. He does this EVERYTIME I buy something. When I bought Tasty a few years ago he started singing Milkshake. Every CD I buy he always feels the need to tell me if he likes or doesnt like the CD. But anyways I left the store and I had my hoodie on cuz it was a lil nippy when I first came out. (haha i said Nippy) But Now it was Hot as balls & i was sweating my skin off so I went into the market and bought something to drink and walked home. Dont ask why i told you this boring ass story. I jus had nothing better 2 do

LoHawk

New look. Bet u love it. Mohawk BITCHES!!!!

Ring The Alarm!

Ok there's this song called "Ring The Alarm" by Beyonce. I love it. It was going to be her next single but it's not going to be next. It will be a single though. I love it. Oh yeah Kelis' next single is "Blindfold Me" featuring Hubby - Nas. I love it. It's my new BG track. Love ya Kel.

Otakon '06

Otakon is over. It was ok. Nana Kitade was there. I'm in a picture with her for some Japanese publicity photo. I missed her performance but I dont know any of her songs anyway. It would've been better if we had a room downtown cuz we couldve been out all night. But Im the only one wit a job. next year I'm dressing up and gettin a room. Me & Kiki. But I got a really cool bag and saw good movies. And i started reading a manga called Strawberry Marshmallow (Ichigo Mashimaro). But anyways there was this really pretty girl there calling herself Ms. Twinkle. I posted her pics on my flickr page. Go check it out.

Beautiful Stranger

I forgot to tell you about yesterday at work when a girl who I had seen on Myspace came through the drive-through with her mother. I dont think she's on my friends list but we both recognized eachother. She was staring at me when my head was down. I kno she was. We didnt speak but i thought that was weird.

Otakon '06

Today was the first day of Otakon '06. It was fun. I took lots of picw wit my new mobile. i still need batteries for my camera. But there were alot of crazy costumes. some good, most bad. I'm too tired to post pics will do so later. There are a few on my flickr page jus click my badge.

6 Flags (After)

It was soooo boring. I will never agin go somewhere with peopple I really dont fukk wit like that. I wish Van & Jada could've went. I dont even want to talk anymore on it. Bullshit.

6 Flags (before)

So today I'm goin to six flags wit my job. I hope I have fun. I want Jordan to go around wit me. If she does I hope it's jus us. Cuz I dont really fukk wit nobody at McDonalds. The only peopple I fuck wit is Oprah & Nene. So we'll see how it goes

80s Joint

OK. so there's this Kelis song that she made for the Step Up Movie Soundtrack. I dont plan on seeing the movie but the soundtrack will definitely be hot. so many stars. but anywayz hot song. its my new background track

♡Lily

Have you heard about Lily Allen? She's like my favorite new artist. She makes my top 10 for this year's albums. Her Album is going to be released in America until August 1st. But I love her music. She's pretty too.

Yay Kelis!!

Kelis is starting her own record label. Her first new artist is this girl named Daddy's Girl her song is called "Fuck Them Bitches" it's a little wierd. BUt I only have the ruff version. It's my background music now..and Kelis's album cover has been released. Do u like it? I do. I love it. It was definitely unexpected. It's way better than Beyonce's Album cover for B-Day. That shit look dum. She look like she jus woke up. But anyways. Bye Killa

Cintia

I kept forgetting to post about my favorite model Cintia. She's very pretty, she looks a little funny in this pic but she's still pretty. I just found out her last name is Dicker (ugly last name)

music

i forgot to talk about my new song it's Cassie - Long way to go. I love it. its hot shit. get wit it.

Kelis

There's this new song that's been playin on XM Radio. It's called Till' The Wheels Fall Off. I dont kno if I like it. It sound kinda "Brass in My Pocket-ish" you kno what I mean. I like it but I dont think it should be the next single. I dont kno. I guess I like it. I really need a new look. I need change. I want to move. Do something crazy to my hair and get a new job. But I'll make the new song my bg music.

4th of July

ok. I kno it's July 5th but I got home so late last night and was too tired to write. I had so much fun. Me, Vanessa, Jada, & Avianna went to the Harbor. It was SO many fuckin people down there. I seen so many people from middle skool & Randallstown. I saw Jordan down there and some other people from my job. I wish we would've stayed longer. But we left because we didnt want to be on the train when all them people was goin home. When we was leavin all the fights was startin. We knew it was time to go then because if we was there when they was guffin we would've prolly got hit and ended up guffin. Jada and avianna was dressed all nice they wouldnt have been able to fight so it would'v been me and Vanessa gettin banked. lol. We went to Hooters the food was so nasty. We lied and said it was my birthday it was so fuckin embarassing. they made me hula-hoop. But anyways next time we go out we gotta be deep as shit. lol. Vanessa said she'll go to six flags me Jasmin said yes too. But she'll have to drive and she prolly wont want to do that. Oh well we'll figure it out. I hope they do go cuz otherwise I'm not goin. Cuz I dont really fuck wit them people at my job. sounds like christmas (sorry Twin I had to steal it)

woof!

i want a dog so bad. I want a light brown Pomeranian. I kno I already have Puff. But I've always wanted a Pomeranian. But then again Puff needs me. If I didnt take care of him he'd be dead. I could do 2 dogs though. But I love Puff-Muff. I would jus take care of both of them. Oh well. MC. You kids keep me young.

I ♥ Kelis

She was rockin on the BET Awards. I wish she would've stayed on stage. It would've been SO fuckin hot if she but out rappin on Touch It. Cuz if you didnt kno, Kelis got a nice as flow. She ca spit. She looks so nice.

milkshake

Kelis. Totally frickin ♥ her. I need to find a good copy of the unreleased version of the Milkshake video directed by Paul Hunter. It's way better than the one tghat was released on tv. Oh yeah Kelis updated her site - KeliswasHere.net Not a a big update, but an update none the less. She's going to be performing tomorrow on the BET Awards with Busta Rhymes. SO EVERYBODY FUCKIN WATCH THAT SHIT OR I'LL PERSONALLY MURDER YOUR FUCKIN FAMILY. Ok - BBL

Loose♪

I think I want to but Nelly Furtado's CD - Loose. But I'm not sure if I'll like it. I've heard the whole CD, but I like music I can sing to but I dont think she has that kind of music. Some of the songs are good but then are REALLY bad at the end. I definitely still have to get the Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Show Your Bones & P!nk - I'm Not Dead.

milk☆tea

I like the way Japanese food & snack products look. I like the packaging looks. They always have good candies & bon bons. I like Pocky too. I wonder what this Tottemo Milk Tea stuff tastes like. Look at the box "i ♥ happy" lol. I Love happy too. lol. I was thinking and I want to learn French again. When I changed schools and had a fake French teacher I lost interest & I wasnt learning anything. So do you think I should learn French again or Japanese? I should learn both but which first?

Kelly O

I love Kelly in this picture. I liked her last CD. I cant wait till the next. People doubt her talents, but she has hot shit. So listen up and fuck with it.

I Hate My Job

Ok. So I have a problem. Yesterday Aunt Debbie called my phone and left a message saying "where are you, you're on the schedule today" ok, I had no idea I was supposed to be working. I called her back to ask if she wanted me to still come in even though it was 10 o'clock. But she didnt answer. So you know I'm thinking that she thinks I'm irresponsible. So the day went on. Today I wake up to her calling me. I missed the call, but she keft a message. "Where are you, you were on the schedule yesterday, and you're on there today, what's going on, why are you not showing up" I called her RIGHT back, 3 times, no answer. So this jus makes me look very irresponsible. I had no idea I was supposed to work. I thought that I wasnt supposed to start working during the week until Monday. When we discussed what days I would work I said I would work Mondays & Tuesdays. I would've definitely worked if I knew I was supposed to. I wouldnt just not call in. What I'm going to do is tomorrow morning at 6 I will call her and ask if I'm supposed to work. I hope I dont get suspended. How was I supposed to kno that I was uspposed to work. I only work Saturday & Sunday. That wasnt on my schedule when I was there. She cant be mad at me I didnt know. And I called her back to ask when I'm supposed to be wokring & find out what's going on. But she didnt answer & she didnt call me back. So she must not care that much. She knows I wouldnt just stand her up. Oh well, me & Vanessa are goin out this weekend. We goin to the movies and some place downtown called Baja. I jus want to get out he house. You kno I hate being here. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you, I registered Me & Kiki for Otakon. Look at the picture. I like it. McDonalds Couture. <--Hot Shit; Right? OKay, anywayz...BBL.

◕‿◕

I love Space Channel 5. I'm mad that I cant beat the last level. I keep messing up on the very last shoot. I must have bad rythm. Is that how u spell it? (rhythm) Oh well. I'm goin to cash my check today & register Me & Kiki for Otakon. I want to buy Space Channel 5 Part2, but I dont have a PS2. Should I buy one for that game? I wouldnt buy a system for just ONE game. I could buy Katamari Damacy too, though. I do love Katamari. I dont kno. I'm lost in the sauce. Oh well until next time kids, I'm your reporter Ulala from Channel 5.

Ulala☆

Today I went to the funeral. It was nice I looked a sloppy mess. But I saw people from middle skool & Randallstown. I didnt speak to them unless they spoke to me because i looked bad and didnt want to bring any attention to myself. but when I got home a package was on my doorstep. It was Space Channel 5!!! Yay. I played it was good. Smile on my face. Happy new year.

D & G

U Kno I'm not a big fan of Motorola, or the RAZR but you kno I love GOLD. I want the gold Dolce & Gabanna RAZR. It's fackin hot & bitchin. {wow!, listen to me}

Heatherette

I kno this is old, it's from 2003. But I've never seen these Hello Kitty clothes designed by Heatherette. THere are a few pics with Nicky & Paris modeling but I didnt like the outfits they had on that's why I didnt post them.

Musique♬

I jus recieved news of a new Kelis song it's called Like You. I have it playin in the Odeo PLayer♬ to your left. I like it. It's different but that's why I ♥ Kelis, she's different.

on/off

I kno it's strange to switch up, but you kno my policy - keep on smiling. When I was at the mall I couldnt decide whether to get the phone or the DS. I need some help should I buy the Nokia 6102i or the Nintendo DS Lite. The phone I have right now is the Motorola ROKR & I hate it. What should I do? PLEASE comment.

keep smiling

Today I went to the mall with mommy. When I was there I saw Tychiere & Kendall. I didnt have anything to do so I went to the movies with them. We had fun. When I got home I found out my friend Tamara died yesterday. I want to call her house but I cant. I dont kno what to say. I need to find out when the funeral will be. She was my best friend in Elementary & middle Skool. When we started high school we went to different skools so we grew apart, but we were still friends. We talked occassionally. I feel really bad right now. Rest In Peace. Keep on Smiling. We love you. ♥ Ryan

apples + pears

i watched the simple life last night. I think E! messed up when they aired it. I think some scenes messed up & didnt get showed. I dont kno what happened but it was dum. I was supposed to go make-up my final today. But Brittany wasnt going & it was raining so I'll jus go tomorrow.

Today.

Today was fun. It was fun because it was Decade Day. And u kno I did the 80s. I did the project by myself but I didnt want to dance on stage by myself so Brittany did it with me. i think we had the best performance in my class. Then later on we danced in her class except her decade was the 40s so we did a totally different dance. We were the best in her class too. Everything was good until Linda got on my nerves and said she wants to fight me. Okay wtf? What the fuck do I look like fightin that big bitch. I think she might've sent somebody down here to do somethin to me. But whatever.. I dont answer the door for anybody, unless u tellin me that ur coming over. But otherwise I'm not letting u in. Not even askin who it is. But anywayz Linda get over yourself if u didnt say anything to my face then hang it up & let it dry. You in the back of the class mumbling under your breath but yet you're calling me a whore when I say exactly what I feel. The only reason I ever say anything to u is because you called me out my fuckin name and then u always talkin bout somebody else, with no room to talk. You started that bullshit. Stop tryin to act hard. Keep it 100. Watch ur fuckin mouth before I show you where the fuck I'm from. But anywayz Merry Christmas.

Uh-OH!!

Brittany & Dominique came over today. Brittany wanted me to help her with the decade day project. I have to dance with her tomorrow to "the Mask" theme. We goin to be geekin so hard. But I cant wait. I'm glad Brittany is my friend. Cuz she made me feel better when I was in a bad mood. We is goin to be rockin on stage. {soundin like a slave} I hope she help me on my game & dance too. I kno she will I jus have to come up with it.

i ♥ milkshakes

Right now I'm hungry and in kind of a bad mood. I need a milkshake. Okay, tomorrow is decade day and I have to dress up. The problem is I have to dance too. I'm workin by myself. U kno how I ont have any friends there. I feel so freakin alone. Right now I'm reading this book called Prep. It's really good. The girl in the book is goin through all the things I do. It's wierd I've never had someone that could relate. I mean she's not real but All her problems and actions are VERY similar to me. Right now I'm loving Cassie, Megan Rochell, & Cheri Dennis. I like the songs they have out. Cant wait till the albums ladies.

S.O.S.

I'm REALLY mad right now because mommy is JUST turning in my transfer forms. Today is the due date. She's had the forms for 3 weeks. She keeps making up excuses and today she tried to make it look like my fault. And today I wore my green american Eagle shirt that reads "Luck is For Losers". Everytime I wear this shirt to skool the same boy ALWAYS wears it. It's crazy he ALWAYS wears ot the same days I wear it. This has happened exactly 7 times this shit is out of control. I hope I go to Newtown next year.

Downtown

Me & Kiki didnt have skool today because it's memorial day. So we went downtown to the harbor. We had fun. We went to the Science center which was a WASTE of Money. We went to the Gallery and all the pavillions & stores. The next time we go downtown will probably be for Otakon. By then we'll have green hair & matching Vans. That was today. Bye. ♦